S.A.D.

Seasonal Affective Disorder...

i wonder if i've got it... =( maybe there's just something about the gloomy weather, the clouds blocking out the sunlight, the colder weather that just makes you want to stay in bed all day and not get up. not go to work, not want to see anyone or do anything. you just feel *meh* all day long and all afternoon long. depression, sadness, that whole emo feeling comes piling in. the feeling of isolation, loneliness, boredom sets in.

sometimes i wonder if i've got a depression issue.
maybe i don't... but then again, maybe i do?